Post by whiteshadow on Jan 8, 2009 18:34:55 GMT
FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL and F*CKING FAIL!!!!
ugh I'm SO stressed out right now =/
I'm fed up of failing everybody!!! this is so bullshit
I failed Lauren, she's dead
I failed Carla, now she's on her own
I failed Jenna, now she's dead
Jenna only died 27th december 2008 too =/
and NOW
after a bullshit thing some TWAT did to my girlfriend, I got stressed out about it. After posting her email on dirty perve sites, she trusted me to tell me. That, tbh, is VERY heartwarming to me, to be trusted. and all I did was get fucking paranoid she was going to get tracked down by dirty perves, or she was going to get thousands of perverts trying to get something out of her and she might crack. My love for her increased so much, and the paranoia just got so bad, that I forgot how much I trusted her and how much faith I have it in her, and that she's mine and staying that way. So I ended up complaining and being upset etc and really not helping her at all. I feel REALLY guilty and that I failed the trust she had for me, and I know things will patch up, but all this just adds up and it makes me out to be a shit untrustworthy bf =(
I'm just fed up ='[
UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now it seems like our relationship is a problem for her and her friends =/
I really don't want to cause problems for her, and I'd hate to put her in a decision to choose between me or them cause we are young =/
ugh I'm SO stressed out right now =/
I'm fed up of failing everybody!!! this is so bullshit
I failed Lauren, she's dead
I failed Carla, now she's on her own
I failed Jenna, now she's dead
Jenna only died 27th december 2008 too =/
and NOW
after a bullshit thing some TWAT did to my girlfriend, I got stressed out about it. After posting her email on dirty perve sites, she trusted me to tell me. That, tbh, is VERY heartwarming to me, to be trusted. and all I did was get fucking paranoid she was going to get tracked down by dirty perves, or she was going to get thousands of perverts trying to get something out of her and she might crack. My love for her increased so much, and the paranoia just got so bad, that I forgot how much I trusted her and how much faith I have it in her, and that she's mine and staying that way. So I ended up complaining and being upset etc and really not helping her at all. I feel REALLY guilty and that I failed the trust she had for me, and I know things will patch up, but all this just adds up and it makes me out to be a shit untrustworthy bf =(
I'm just fed up ='[
UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now it seems like our relationship is a problem for her and her friends =/
I really don't want to cause problems for her, and I'd hate to put her in a decision to choose between me or them cause we are young =/